The last couple of days have been hard. I keep thinking about what the Dr said the day of the transfer and how contradicting it was to everything our nurse had told us and what they both told us before. It just left such a negative cloud over everything and that's frustrating. I try not to focus on it, but I'm angry. I'm angry that we have gone through so much, spent so much money and then this happened on the day of our transfer. It makes me question the clinic and my instinct to go to a clinic in a larger city in our state might have been a better decision. But there's nothing we can do now.
To top it all off Farmie did a Progesterone shot and wasn't in the right area when he did it. It hurt so extremely bad and it burned for 15 minutes. A tense muscle or something wrapped all the way around to the front of my leg. I know he didn't do it on purpose, but how could you be so far off? It made me feel like he was being careless and we got into over it. It's just not what either of us needed right now.
Our move is still up in the air. Our closing date on our home is next Thursday, but we are still waiting for the appraisal to get back. But on the scale of things a move seems so small.
Still hoping that the test is positive next week, but I just don't know what to think right now.
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Dear Nicole, All I can say is pray, speak to our Lord & seek comfort from Him. It is very frustrating what you are going through & very tough. Dont Let it get you down.
Your doubt must not be helping you in this 2WW. You pay them, so they need to give you reassurance that they are in this as much a you. Hope the week gets easier. Especially hope it ends with the best news..
What your doctor did to you seems very unprofessional. S/he should make you informed of every single detail and not spring information on you. You're the one going through the treatment and you should know everything that is going on. I'm sorry you had to go through this. You have a right to feel frustrated.
Hopefully you will not have to deal with that clinic again because of the upcoming positive test you'll get :)
Are you feeling any different?
I'm analyzing every single feeling...I hope I can stay sane until Friday.
The RE's office I do my monitoring at is getting on my nerves...
I called to schedule a pregnancy test for this Fri and the earliest they said they could get me in was 11:30. My IVF clinic closes at 1:30 on Fridays so obviously that wouldn't work. It's a 3 minute lab draw...how could they not have any appointments earlier?!
ALSO, the new receptionist asked why I would wait until Fri for an appt if I thought I was pregnant, why not come in now? REALLY?! I had to hang up and have my husband call back. Needless to say, I'm going in at 8:30 and I hope I don't slap the new receptionist.
Just a little doctor rant to make you know you're not alone...
Here's to positive news and moving on!
Thinking about you and hoping with you.
@Amber: so irritating with the receptionist... Glad the hubby was able to get an earlier lab draw. It's funny because I do the same thing when the clinic pisses me off. I haven't talked to our nurse since the transfer and I make Farmie call. I know my limits and I don't want to go off on someone lol That's not going to help anyone.
Totally analyzing everything!! I WANT TO KNOW SO BAD!
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